when ever i write it ends up disapearing on me so i am going to keep this short.
i finally went to school on thurs. only to find out have no school on fri. hung out with some colorful characters after school then me and dragon walked to my house only took and hour 45!
we hung out watched movies did stuff and then the next day we went to the mall-i hate the mall and shopping! so while dragon shopped i went and bought a book/pride and the prejudice/and read it while dragon shopped, she was really pissed because i wasn't buying clothes with her well the clothes at the mall suck and i hate shoppong so ya, i don't kno why girls like to shop it's too much to handle to many ppl in a too small space. after we went to her house and watched horror flicks- not cscary or gory so not very good. then we hung out did more stuff and the next day we did homework and i left. i condence 48 hrs into a paragraph!
i can't handle having to hang out with someone that long especially when they don't have your best intrest at heart,it's funny really she tries so hard to embarass me and all i do is laugh along with her and she get even more pissed-with friends like these, who needs enemies?
today my mom contacted me it's the 1st time since christmas i was very suprised she wants to hang out ............? i don't get her she want to be young and free and push me away but then she also wants to be worlds best mother i don't get that she lost the chance to be a parent years ago yet she keeps up this cherade?!?
this is going to sound depressing so don't read if in a happy go lucky mood don't want to bring down anybodies vibe.
i am tired not physically like sleepy but tired of always trying to see the bright side of this wehn they totally suck and tired of pretending i am happy and don't care that my mother is awful and i can just forgive her for what she has done to me. and sometimes i just want to slip under and be depressed for ounce not always trying to keep everybody not to worry about me and just show how i actually feel.
sorry if anybody read that no one wants to hear depressing stuff so heres something bizare i discovered today you can't use the phone in our house if the microwave is on...and also dragon is taking care of a baby bunny and it is the most adorable thing ever i had it in the pocket of my hoodie and it just fell asleep in there!
if i had a pet it would be a dog a pitbull or a bull mastive they are the coolest dogs in existence we had one when i was four he was black and the biggest friggen dog i'd ever seen/i was 4 tho/ and ounce i was building a snowman with my dad and jake/thats the dogs name/ came barrelling over and took out the snowman leaving the snow to fall ontop of me. i was burried for a bit while my dad tried to look for me in the heap/the snowman was quite big/again i was four.
okay i am going to read now i was just trying to do a quick update,but well ....ya not so quick
and i am going to die/not literally/if i don't start reading i held it off to long;)