Thursday, October 15, 2009

chrisoptophobia

my poems are on deviant art so check 'em out

chrisoptophobia

just do it.

write either

Riches or

The Queen and her Tower

in the search, but on the left side bar best click Literature then click poems then put in the search words above

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

tongue piercings

i will be 17 in 4 months, that one year away from freedom.
today we had to write a poem about someone i know and i started with her heart was encased......i will not go on because it's like 3 pages of amazing, i am happy my teachers said it was good and i should consider being a writer!
my goal in life.
me a guy he had a tongue piercing, damn.
i want a tongue piercing, spent the whole day with guy talking about piercings and tattoos we want, i am such a loser.

Monday, October 12, 2009

confused

ok onto something that doesn't want to make me slit my wrists :S
i may have an opportunity to go to China on spring break for an exchange thing, i think that sounds very exciting and maybe if i get away form it all my brain can process my life.
have you ever had an epiphany that changed everything your motives the people around you, you find that the people you thought you can trust you can't, and vice versa.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

everryone i trust ends up hurting me, and i am not being one bit dramatic.
drama is stupid it makes me laugh when i see the girls at school form little bunches and talk about other girls "she said this...." holy crap seriousely i think are you really seriouse, god people are dumb.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

whatever.

life sucks then you die......
blah blah blah blah..............
people seriously need to get over themselves, myself included.
i always complain and say how sad i am no one likes me, i will probably die alone because for some freakish reason i wear some invisible boy repellent that they get just close enough then leave. and i know i am miserable about it, asking all the questions like what's wrong with me??
but seriously i am done. fed up, i don't care anymore because caring ends up getting you hurt...so whatever.
and i don't get it people like me say i make a good friend, that i am nice and not self absorbed (though you probably can't tell form all this), that i am pretty (they could be lying)
RAWRRR!
whatever, i don't care. (well I'll at least pretend i don't)