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Skaespear is my life, not really but seriously the man is a genius 

Frisbee champion

 i am so the frisbee champion.

hung out with the guy i like all gym class. but for some freekish reason this guy i have only talked to about twice kept interfiering for example i was talking to the guy and all of a sudden random buy comes up and grabs my waist??!!! so i turned around because guys grabbing at me is sorta wiered and i don't appreciate it and then he starts a conversation with me and the other guy walks away!!!

 i don't know what that guys problem is, i've only talked to him twice??!!

The sign of the Apocalypse

 for some freakish reason i was extremely happy today. i even enjoyed gym, it was great we were playing badminton and i only fell 4 times and got hit in the face twice!! i know sad but well it could've been worse.

 i even hung out with my sister and she was nice and i laughed so hard my stomach hurt. i missed the bus and had to walk in the rain  but i was only ten minutes late to school which was a miracle and i told dragon how i felt about the way she treats me sometimes and she was mad but still at least she knows. 

  all and all a good day. 

RAGE

OK friends can be complete jerks like say dragon ( a friend whose name i don't want to post and i have given her that name bcuz she likes to draw dragons)

anyways she keeps talking/ bragging about all the guys who ask her out and really I'm not jealous but a bit annoyed because she cannot for one instant sop talking about it to hear my problems. i know i sound like it's all about me but usually in a conversation with a person it involves two people talking together not someone solely blabbing about how so many boys ask her out it's a hardship. and a couple days ago she was all like seriously Sarah are u a lesbian and first i was surprised because i am not/ not that there is anything wrong with that, i believe everyone has the right to be happy, but well i like guys. anyways i asked her why such a completely random question and she said because i never go out with guys or even say anyone is attractive or whatnot. Well first i think it's stupid when girls all stand around talking about "hot" guys/ reason for quotation is because hot means a high temperature and if talking in that context if a guy is hot he is either on fire or has a fever in which case he should really go to the hospital. and second she never lets me talk! how am i supposed to tell her? by smoke signals?!?

oh and i tried to go and talk to said person i have a crush on or whatever ppl call them but well i turned to tell him and he was staring straight at me like into my eyes and all of a sudden i couldn't breath and i dunno he just makes me really nervous and i get all tongue tied when I'm around him GAH I'm falling apart!

wasted emotion

i haven't been on here for a while because i really hate computers.

i think crushes are stupid, wasted emotion when people go all gaga for someone they just met or have only saw its pathetic and i hate it. i know i sound really harsh, but well i am just mad it's a lot of emotion that sometimes doesn't go anywhere because people are so afraid of being rejected, i have never had a crush on someone, until now and i really hate it i have tried very hard not to like this person, tried to find flaws or something i do not like about my crush, but i can't find any and let me tell you i hate myself for it.

 and it's frustrating because sometimes this person pulls me in then the next day or week they push me away so i have no clue what they feel and i am pretty sure it's written all over my face how i feel which makes me even more pathetic.

 i don't like crushes i have even made fun of people for wasting their time with them, honestly who really wants to be thinking of some one and wondering if they like you back and i am to much a wimp to say anything, so crushes are stupid and i really hate this i just want to not like anyone ever, then you can't get hurt.

 

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