flaiming computers

for the past couple of days it has been extremely sunny so much so that i left my jacket at home on the most wretched day of my existence(25Th of feb)i try to avoid ppl on this day because they seem to give me more attention on this particular day (my b-day)that i would actually like and allot of people I don't even really know coruss together to say happy birthday and dragon being completely evil and enjoying my misery told about everyone i am acquainted with that it's my birthday/ honestly ppl should know if i wanted to celebrate it i would have told someone. it started out OK i guess if you like ppl constantly talking to you trying to arrange a party and such which i would love to avoid. but it was good because it was raining and i love the rain but for some twist of fate it started to snow and snow and snow till we literally had a blizzard on our hands. (when i mean our hands,not literally though it would be cool to make a mini blizzard on the palm of your hand, you could be all like so what you have a PHD well i can make copious amounts of snow swirl on my palm) i really hate snow. so at the end of the day when i had to walk home well have you ever had a brain freeze? it was so cold and windy outside that i got one and No wasn't drinking a Slurpee it was due to the actually temperature outside my head. i met our new neighbors that everyone has been talking about the guy is completely pierced and inked up and smokes like a chimney. just an observation not a judgement though smoking is bad for your health. the first words that escaped his lips to me where
"wow, dude your eyelashes are completely frozen."
WOW i hadn't noticed really is that what was blocking my vision?(sarcasm) mine reply was "yea"

but the day was horrible for more than one reason this stupid boy in my gym class was tearing everyone apart with rude comments so i kindly told him
to shut his face
and his reply was...OK i am not actually going to use the words because well they're rude so I'll just put the starting letters.
shut the H up you F'N B!
i was thoroughly surprised and completely pissed off so when it was my turn to serve i just spiked the volleyball against the back of his head, i had the satisfaction at seeing him wince/ so it wasn't a completely awful experience. but today i am home sick/i know very pathetic. because the stupid snow when i got home covered every inch of me and i was so cold that the showers cold water felt burning hot on my skin! i am such a wimp but i can't help it this has been the worst winter of my existence because i can't say entirely maybe it was worse a year i was non existence. oh and some one from my school ask how i feel being a year older, there is no difference! one day your one age the next your not.... i don't see what all the fuss is about. dragon told me i seem like a middle age woman and how they react to their birthdays i am far from middle aged but hopefully i get there i do not react how my mother did(she had 4 boob jobs, botox injections, is dating a twenty something, and has picked up a nasty drug addiction/ thnx to the twenty something) and if you haven't already i recommend the pride and the prejudice i am only half way through and no wonder it's a classic it is really good but i seriously hate Mrs. Bennet she is so dramatic but seriously awesome and also my sister was playing a song that is somewhat good and i was quite surprised because usually all she likes is pop and rap music which sorta COMPLETELY suck. it's called 30H3 i don't know why but that is all she told me who know she could be lying and this name could activate a virus in your computer that will make your computer smoke and spark

the great william shakespeare

i am totally Shakespeare obsessed he is so amazing i love his work i am reading the play write Julius Caesar and wow.

I'll try to write an expert but i usually fail when i try.

Caesar cried, "Help me, Cassius, or I sink." I, as Aeneas, our great ancestor, Did from the flames of troy upon his shoulder. The old Anchises bear, so, from the waves of Tiber.

Did I tired Caesar. And this man, Is now become a god, and Cassius is

A wretched creature, and must bend his body, If Caesar carelessly but nod on him.

He had a fever when he was in Spain, And when the fit was on him, I did mark

How he shake. 'Tis true, this god did shake. His coward lips did from their color fly, And the same eye, whose bend doth awe the world did loose his lustre. I did hear him groan, Ay, and that tongue of his, that bade the Romans mark him, and write his speeches in their books.



OK so this is Cassius speaking to Brutus about Caesar and saying this man who claims to be a god has seizures, can't swim, and gets sick. gods don't get sick so is Caesar really a god also he hates himself because he speaks big words but if Caesar ask him to do something he would do it hastily and he also says that it's annoying that whatever Caesar says everyone pays attention



i am totally confused everything seemed great and now i am questioning my own judgement but it seems i am just the puppet someone else has the strings or in this case all the control but it shouldn't be about me all the time i hope ......well i don't know.....wow i am so positive :) (sarcasm of course)i want ppl to be happy no matter what except murder if you have to kill to be happy i suggest a doctor/not to kill! :)

my friends told me i should convert to being a Jehovah's wittiness because i don't like to sing i use to when i was in choir but that got old and don't like to dance no one to dance with and i hate celebrating holidays but i think converting it's a religious taboo :) this was brought up because my birthdays on the 25Th-uggh

guitar lessons are going great i am happy accept it seems in my wholesome little house hold, well lets just say it was a sham and all the paint has slid off to reveal every ones true image i am in a house full of strangers

and this stupid boy in gym won't stop bothering me i tried tell him to piss off and drop dead but nothing ahhhgggg i think he just likes to bother me though nothing more a parasite or a really hideous dog that follows you everywhere i came very close to using vulgar language but didn't because no offence but ppl who excessively swear non stop sound stupid

i microwaved a piece of bread and recked the microwave the bread was black and melted to the spinning plate thing, i sometimes turn off my brain and do stupid stuff.
i am in love with William Shakespeare not really because he looks kind of like a troll but his writing is amazing how he makes his words flow and come off the page it's like soft butter... well that's how i picture it not the taste of butter of course but how when you slice it with a knife and it just glide through simple, nice. or when your in a boat and you just brush your hand on the surface of the water as you slowly move along.... wow long tangent i seriously love how he writes though

when ever i write it ends up disapearing on me so i am going to keep this short.
i finally went to school on thurs. only to find out have no school on fri. hung out with some colorful characters after school then me and dragon walked to my house only took and hour 45!
we hung out watched movies did stuff and then the next day we went to the mall-i hate the mall and shopping! so while dragon shopped i went and bought a book/pride and the prejudice/and read it while dragon shopped, she was really pissed because i wasn't buying clothes with her well the clothes at the mall suck and i hate shoppong so ya, i don't kno why girls like to shop it's too much to handle to many ppl in a too small space. after we went to her house and watched horror flicks- not cscary or gory so not very good. then we hung out did more stuff and the next day we did homework and i left. i condence 48 hrs into a paragraph!
i can't handle having to hang out with someone that long especially when they don't have your best intrest at heart,it's funny really she tries so hard to embarass me and all i do is laugh along with her and she get even more pissed-with friends like these, who needs enemies?
today my mom contacted me it's the 1st time since christmas i was very suprised she wants to hang out ............? i don't get her she want to be young and free and push me away but then she also wants to be worlds best mother i don't get that she lost the chance to be a parent years ago yet she keeps up this cherade?!?
this is going to sound depressing so don't read if in a happy go lucky mood don't want to bring down anybodies vibe.
i am tired not physically like sleepy but tired of always trying to see the bright side of this wehn they totally suck and tired of pretending i am happy and don't care that my mother is awful and i can just forgive her for what she has done to me. and sometimes i just want to slip under and be depressed for ounce not always trying to keep everybody not to worry about me and just show how i actually feel.
sorry if anybody read that no one wants to hear depressing stuff so heres something bizare i discovered today you can't use the phone in our house if the microwave is on...and also dragon is taking care of a baby bunny and it is the most adorable thing ever i had it in the pocket of my hoodie and it just fell asleep in there!
if i had a pet it would be a dog a pitbull or a bull mastive they are the coolest dogs in existence we had one when i was four he was black and the biggest friggen dog i'd ever seen/i was 4 tho/ and ounce i was building a snowman with my dad and jake/thats the dogs name/ came barrelling over and took out the snowman leaving the snow to fall ontop of me. i was burried for a bit while my dad tried to look for me in the heap/the snowman was quite big/again i was four.
okay i am going to read now i was just trying to do a quick update,but well ....ya not so quick
and i am going to die/not literally/if i don't start reading i held it off to long;)

the magenta unicorn jumped infront of a bus the bus full of circus folk swirved and hit a tree, the tree fell on top of a fire hydrant bursting water out everywhere only to hit the skeletal unicorn pushing it infront of another bus ,the bus felt a slight jostle, and a sleeping arangutan screeched.
i just wrote that because i am bored.
you know when you write something feeling one emotion but someone else reads it and interperts it to mean something else/ i've decided to be completely blunt about how i feel

brief update

i am sick again, i think i have an immune deficientcy not really but i am always sick. maybe it's all in my head. i have noticed in these past 5 days of sickness that TV has really gone down hill alot of bogus reality shows and music stations don't play music just more bogus reality shows, don't get me wrong even though i am sick i still have standards-i read most of the time and drew some more.
my brain hurts i am going to stop now.

With great irritation

have you ever felt irritated with someone with no logical reason and though you tell yourself that, you cannot shake the irritation?
have you ever asked so many rhetorical questions that you want to grab the computer cord and choke yourself with it?
that i am sad to say isn't an exaggeration though i didn't actually do it. Because I. AM. NOT. INSANE. though many times i have questioned my sanity, i know it's there. Today i missed another day of school. JOY.i can barely talk so my family is happy so i don't express my opinion on everything-I'm joking......i think...?
today i was hungry so i decided to make some food but if you knew me wich you don't i can't cook at all my old cooking teacher was always yelling at me /i tried not to laugh. but when i make food it's wiered combo's today i had pickle slices with spagetti and the other day i had spagetti again in a wrap with tomatoes/ i'm on a spagetti bindge-couple weeks ago it was breakfast foods :)
i know this is going to sound tiresome and said many times by many girls, but it drives me crazy not that i haven't said it but it bothers me anyway but when i say it i mean it. girls are always saying stuff like "i look so fat', "ugg i'm so ugly" stupid stuff that they know isn't true but they say it so other people will say "no you don't you'r gorgeouse" they say lies like that to get compliments they know they will recieve and it totally bugs me if you don't mean something don't say it. that was really random the topic not me in particular i am absolutley not random i would say some what boring :)
oh in previouse posts i said i look like a troll under a bridge and i meant it and if anybody says otherwise it kinda contradicts what i said above so you can agree if you wish-that would seriosely makes me happy and that's the honest truth not the lie i want ppl to disagree too.
i like to rage at things in no particular order or reason i was going to say rhyme or reason but that saying is overused. i am completely mad right now/ no particular reason ,usually i draw but i can't find my friggin sketch book so now i am going to drink an energy drink because i want to and they taste good.

haha i just did spell check and apparently didn't spell anything wrong though i might spell something wrong here but i won't check or what i am saying would be false and i don't have the energy to earase this/ why i need an energy drink.

death by boredom

today i am sorry to say i caved and did a twilight drawing-it's hard not to obsess when they are such good books i am such a suicidal hamster i know that doesn't make sense but at the moment i am not right of mind though i was actually going to call myself a lemming which does look kinda like a lovable furry hamster and apparently each year a giant group of them all run off a cliff and drowned-so the story goes. i ounce had a hamster i named it jaws it lived for 4 yrs i think that is pretty good considering i get distracted very easily and sometimes/most times have a seriously short tension span/that would explain my report card marks :P

today my wonderful little sister who i would if had to describe looks somewhat like a barbie doll but under the mask is kind of pure evil-I'm not joking ppl agree with me they think i am exaggerating but i only am a little she isn't Satan more like the spawn of Satan i am completely convinced that i am adopted though i do believe most teenagers wish the same thing. but i can dream right? rhetorical question don't answer i want to stay ignorant :)
some say ignorance is bliss but it's not because it's less ignorance than terning a blind eye but you still know whats going on. my dad bugged me today saying something along the lines of " your not one of those kids who has philosophical discussions about the world and what wrong with it are you?" i was very insulted then how can i a kid who grew up in BC and has not seen much of the world talk about such things because i know nothing about them and plus no offence those kids are annoying thinking they know everything-how can they?
on a positive note i am done writing i am sorry ppl actually read this it's more like a way to vent not for ppl to actually read honestly i don't want to bring up the death toll because if you can die from boredom you should be dead soon-sorry

St. Valentine

valentines day is very commercial for all those aweful corporate buisness men who don't have a romantic bone in thier bodies to make a lot of cash. i sound bitter but i am just frusterated that people fall for all that "oh i need to buy something for the someone i love on this specific dy cuzz everyone else is doing it" seriousely it's mostly the young adults/teenagers who fall for it and most aren't even in love. but luckily i am soo repulsive i don't have to worry about it because no guy has actually liked me without wanting something actually it was only one guy and i set him straight immediatley what a load of B.S. saying he loved me thinking i'd throw myself at him-jerk-anyways thats a past mistake but i guess i'm a bit bitter not about recieving fake tokens of commercials idea of "love" but probably that no one has ever actually shown intrest in me. i don't know why i am actually saying this probably because it's sort of an online diary but i think valentines day should be like a remembrance of st. valentine and not so commercial and who can get the best material items it's very aggrivated especially when younger people who have never been in love toss around the word without any knoweldge of how powerful that word can be and how great it would be they make the word meaningless and phony like the ppl who use it just to get into someones pants

on a superficial happy note i was watching urban legions on history channel/how far they have fallen. and a true legion is this women needed a heart and lung transplant or else she would die and a couple weeks later she got the call and when she woke she had a strange craving for beer wich before the operation she didn't drink and whenshe got home she also had cravings for chicken nuggets and pepppers two things she hated and one because she was a vegetarian!! i know shameful not a good example for us vegge heads tsk! tsk! ayways her daughter was worried because she was craving these food and acting kinda wiered not like her normal self and ounce when asleep she had a dream where she was talking to this youngman and he kissed her and whispered "together forever" so she was thinking who was my donor she called the hospital but all they could say is that he was a young man who had died in a motorcycle axcident/NOOO!!!! not more stuff againts motorbikes!!/sorry for the rant/and so her daughter looked in the obituaries/my favorite part of the newspaper to read/and they found a young man who had died the previouse week due to a motorcyle axcident anyways loooonnnngggg story short they visited the family the decieast had same food cravings and his picture looked like the boy in her dream and his tomb stone read together forever i thought that was wiered and the forever part had some valentinsie message

valentines song -oh my heart-by mother mother

Boredom

i learned how to spell pneumonia wooh! and in other fun news have you ever when sitting be wearing two shoes and then go to hand in homework and realize your shoes are gone and they were just on your feet 10 seconds ago i looked around and couldn't find them so i spent the rest of the class shoeless
i also recieved my report card and you know it's bad when you are glad you didn't fail.....well it's always good when you don't fail but my goal was to pass of course that i well exceeded my goals but something that suprised me was my mark in art i usually get 50% but today i got, drum roll please, an A woot!! my first A in art ever!!! i was very suprised not that i completely suck, well atleast i don't think i suck.

on an unrelated less intresting topic people no matter what age or where you are there are some people that are totally and completley immature. sometimes immaturity can be funny and i am not saying i am some one who doesn't go a little nuts every ounce and everyday/sort of kidding
but when someone you have to sit by everyday is always poking you and drumming there hands on their desk and ALWAYS talking i may have the earge to wrap my fingers around his neck and choke the life right out of him. i am not one to become a murderer but seruiousely he acts like he is still in kindergarden/heres a tip: act like you'r in high school because you are!!!

in planning i watched a video about drunk driving and it was very very visual/ people left the room to toss their cookies/YUSS got to use that phrase again

i would also like to apologize to people that read my ranting you are very brave to read this stuff and not die of boredom seriousely i would give you all banana popsicles accept one i don't know who you are and i can mail them because they'll melt

falling from a cliff

i am having severe artists block i want to draw something Wolfy/try something new for a change i think i may go more off kilter if i don't figure something else any suggestions what to draw?

muhahaha<<<<diabolical laugh i just found out how to use spell check

super powers

i just spent an hour trying to write out this short story i really like and it just earased on me :(
okay today i drew a picture of a person smoking but it hard to explain all the details ounce i'm finished i post a picture of it. but today 10 minutes before my bus came i took a shower because i decided i didn't care anymore so i might aswell do whatever after that my dad was there and said he would drive me to school and i was late and interupted the class-good :)

so i was behind because i missed school the other day and i read this short story that is sooo good it's called Harrison Bergeron it's about making everyone equal by taking away everyones talents it's very thought provoking and just an all around good story. in art i completley ignored the teacher and did my own thing -i'm sad cuz our scatter brained art teacher is sick and won't be back for 2 weeks so we actually have to learn. Gym class was awful i fell over a lot wich is sad because all we were doing was this yoga stuff but i's with weights so i really don't kno what it's called i also learned to jump rope :) ( finally all my lifes goals are complete) and in socials i learned how to make paper airplanes and shoot them into the garbage can!!! i know paper air planes/ i'm not quite sure where the teacher was.

i sound very negative and some sad attempts at beinng positive i need to use the POWER of the POSITIVE THINKING sounds like a super power ooh if i get to choose super powers i want mind reading or the power to read really fast SPEED READING!
I DISCOVERED COLOR!

Banana tinted

today i stayed home sick and i was sleeping/shocker/and when i woke up i herd someone walking around upstairs wich was wiered cuz my sister was at work and my dad was at work so it was safe to say like any dumb scary movie expert i went to check it out :)/since it's not a crappy horror flick.

as i walked up the stairs trying to avoid all the stairs that make that eary creeky noise, but alas since i'm not so graceful i fell up the stairs trying to avoid the most creecky stairs. so i was all like screw it if someones in the house they have already herd me. so i ran up the last million steps (gros exageration)and as i turned the corner the laundry room door leading to the garage swung open and out steps our cleaning lady i jumped so high.

Worlds BEST popsicle (banana flavored)

failure to the art world

WOW
i was looking at some art on the website deviantart.com and WOW i feel like a failure some ppl on thier are amazing, of course i knew i wasn't the best in the world -haha i don't even come close but i am feeling very small right now. i can barely stick to one sketch for more then an hour if i am really into it and it would take me months to even get close to how good these ppl are. my dad is an artist he is one of 3 forensic artists in all of BC maybe even more but i don't know-he's amazing really life like and i don't even come close :( it's depressing to know that. i wasn't obliviouse before but now just more aware of the fact and it freaks me out because of the art courses i'm taking in the summer-YIKES!

Troll under a bridge

dragon told me that she feels sorry for any teacher that tries to be buddy buddy with me because i will chew them out. i don't disagree with that statement but that statement is very vague it's the teachers that try to be your best friend by being immature, like my french teacher i was tired that day in class so i was all whatever attitued about things and he just started talking to me and saying like retarded stuff like jocks are dumb and they should have poetry in the school newspaper stuff like that like how i dress represents some cheesey high school sitcom where all the ppl not in sports and read alot hate evrything and are supremely dark, his way of being "hip with the kids" was sad so i told him how i felt about his crappy buddy buddy attempt and instead of stopping he tried harder so i completely was ice in his class-what a jerk.

also my school is having a dance on the 12th mascarade *eyes rolling* it's for all those lovey dovey kids with enough money to drop 100$ on a dress at la chateau and then another heap on actually attending the dance - just a dance one that if you live to be 40 you'll say what a waste of money/ wow i sound totally bitter and i don't mean to sound like that it's not that i look like a total troll though you may beg to differ and the photo of me makes you want to toss your cookies/love that phrase/but dances are awkward and boring unless you go with someone
DANG-IT i must be a troll! oh well atleast i can be all like "i live under a bridge and don't let goats eat fresh green grass on the other side"HA those stupid goats wont see it coming

UGHH! my dad walked in and he was all like what is this and i told him and he was all like let me see it, god if i wanted him to see it i would have told him about it and my sister knows because well she is sneaky i don't care it's not like i'm lying or keeping secrets from them i just want something to just be my own away from my regular life where i can say my opinion and thoughts without being scrutinized. i know that may seem silly but it's the truth. i didn't show him and assured him i am not anything bad/what could be bad about an opinion??well he was happy about that but my sister was all lime hmm i shood ask him/meaning bring it up and make him think it is bad/ wow sisters are great aren't they (sarcasm)

p.s. the photo is a bit wobly i don't know why:P

have you ever played hot potatoe with a hot potatoe well i did with my friend and her 2 younger siblings (i was helping babysit) so wicked that potatoe can really hurt!
on friday i actually pretended to be social and saw a movie -the univited- ok it's suppose to be scary and ppl got mad at me cuzz there is this one point where a girl finds a garbage bag in the woods and it's night/oooh spooky/ and she starts walking toward it and the bag twitches and as she unties it a body of a girl falls out face down and then suddenly her head makes a sickening crack cuz she's twisted it all the way around and she says something next but i can't hear it beacause i burst into laughter! it was so funny to me and other ppl (girls) were screaming wich made me laugh harder wich made my friend laugh and it was hard to stop though it was a seriousely supposedly scary part *eyes rolling* note i am not one of those annoying ppl in the theaters that never shut up but it was funny and i couldn't help it.

after my dad gave me the grocery list (same day) it was like 9:30PM me and my friend lets call her DRAGON /because she is really good at drawing dragons, and lets face it dragons are a pretty fricken sweet mythical creature.so we entered the price mart/like a safe way or a stupid store/we high jacked a cart and were kinda riding it down the ilses ditching it sometimes to sprint down the ilses and the shop ppl didn't say anything cuz i probably scared them. i was wearin a gray pair of skinny jeans that i completely covered in my art and i ripped them practacly evertwhere so it looks like a bear attacked me/or a really aggitated cat. the longest scarf ever it drags on the ground it is earthy tones and a bright green and white striped to long to be a shirt to short to be a dress shirt though i wear it as both/when feeling supremely brave :P
it may not paint a scary picture but when you see some vigilantee/not that i am one/running full tilt down an ilse pulling a cart witha red headed girl screaming in the cart you may freak out just a little

p.s. she was half screaming half laughing and her hair is naturally bright orange it's very pretty

i also watched the movie jumper and ate wine gums while discussing why the leggo candy really hurt our jaws/and how in less than a month i can get my drivers licence!!!/i love the buelle and the kawasaki ninja 250r <<< motor bikes so in love with them and am suprisingley allowed to drive one if go through course (gotta love the parentals) though my mom won't approve -muhahahaha! <<< diabolical laugh/ wish i had one of those would totally come in handy

oh this is so embarrasing when i was walking home on friday me and dragon were heading straight towards the gates and they opend cuz a car was coming through and ounce it had dragon ran through the gates fast so she would not miss them and me being the tremendous dork i am did slow motion run through them making fun of her and her panick about getting through well she didn't like this so just as i cleared it to the other side of the gate she pushed me back and the gates closed at the same time and i was still on the other side so i gave her a misheviuose smile cuz she hadn't succeded in getting me locked out but as i went to walk forward i couldn't and i found out that though i had spared myself my back pack wasn't so lucky so i was stuck there with my bag on my back but in the other side of the gate of course she laughed but i had to wait for another car to come along before i could be let free.

oh something i forgott to mention about dragons siblings when i was babysitting we were playing tag hide and go seek and as i was walking around the corner her sister jumped down and crawled up my back and her being eight and me being very weak i fell over and then dragons brother came in and sat on me aswell he is eight too but they are not twins and so i was being crushed to death while dragon kicked me i know wtf kinda game is that i have no clue but all i know is that i lost.but i gained some wicked bruises that i can totally lie about like i beat up a totally scary cat burgalar or i fell off a small bridge or i got hit by a car/some of the bruises are not at there best yet so who knows what kinda story i can pull off. WOW i just looked at the time and i have much better things to do..............okay i am lying but don't want to lead on how totally boring my life can be:))

useless nonsense

my gym class is 3rd period.

i had strength and conditioning/weight lifting and riding those bikes....but...don't go anywhere..?

as i was riding those motionless bikes my head started to pound. i told the teacher, she told me not to be a whimp/lovely woman. after 45min, i could barely see straight so i told her and she totally freaked at me. i walked home early. WHEN i got home i had a bubble bath! .apparently i don't eat enough, my parents told /blamed me of being anorexic. i mean PLEASE, i mean seriousely just because i dodn't eat dinner or eat at school. i eat when i'm hungry, why waste food if you are not hungry? and people with anorexia think they are fat, i don't think i am fat.

my english teacher is so great we read a short story called "belonging to the dragon" it's about a girl who has a controlling boyfriend and some artsy guy drew a dragon on her pants.......anyways really good and now for an english project we have to reaserch dragons! and we have to draw aswell! he is so amazing!!! and crazy!

and now i can spell the word WHEEL BARROW! i thought it was spelt weel barrel

i found out my favorite sandwich is tomatoes and cheese on whole wheat bread YUM.

AND i learned how to make pancakes and FRENCH toast!!(on my very own :P)

speaking of french did you not know i am almost fluent in french!!i know you are almost jealouse

i am spouting off information because i am so keyed up i think i'm ging to french braid my hair, or make a tomatoe and cheese sandwich.

SPRING break i am visiting my aunt in california/i don't even get tanned/paste white throughout all the seasons/ probably an iron dificientsy(CAN'T SPELL accept for wheel barrow)

i did this crappy drawing on the first day of art class/we only get 10 mins. to free draw *GASP*

Late night e-mail

apparently i got this email sent back to me tonight and i don't remember writting it, i thought it was funny though how outrageouse i sound (the first part is from a friend)







sarah you are a freak right now where are you!!?? i don't know why cats are what you mentioned, but that's you your sarah ....by the time you respond to this it'll probably been a year!
eric for twilight is asian-i disagree with that, he wasn't like that in the book
i'm so bored right now so i'll send this ok

buh byez






you were right and what about les petites chattons? (cats) and you read like yur high!!!!! ZOMG!!!
NAUGHTY NAUGHTY
yeah, i thnk asian eric is hot....WHAt??!!!
but laurent can go and they pronounced it laww raunt like french MUCH !!!
KAY IT'SA LIKE UMM 10:15
*woot!* yur ficken e-mail was like a shot of energy and now ima like the friggin energizzer BUNNY!!
bunnies are cute like MEGA-cute like the ones that are really harry i think they're called lion bunnies or summthin
LION-BUNNIES " and so the lion fell in love with the were wolfe.....!!???" ( didn't see that one coming )
my fingers are twitching but i can't get to the keys fast enough -HOW AGGRIVATING-anywho it's like veryververyvery late so ya

byre





i sound completley crazy and stupid *notice i use the word friggen?
i can't even remember writting this but i guess i did hopefully i don't talk like this outloud i don't think i do but maybe i subconciousely suppress the memories of school because they are very mind numbing but i think the teachers have the opposite purpose in mind

Think like a ......?

the best way to express your voice is to write it out and then ounce done spilling your gutts, quickly earase it all. i just did it.Totally works

recently i discovered something that most people know but never use and if you do BRAVO.

it's cheasy if i just blurt it out so here it goes i just discovered this -THE POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING!!-seriousley if you just be so positive that people think you are on painkillers and no matter what things don't quite suck so hard. though it is one thing to say it and another to truly try out a theory i attempted this overused saying.

the day began with snow on the ground and icy steps to desend- well atleast it's not snowing right now.

the weather dries out my faire sensitive skin to the point of pain-atleast i don't have to walk to school ( shout out to the lovely brenda!/my bus driver)

my project got erased from my computers hard drive- i get a chance to make it better

my friend bugged me because i don't hang out with her enough-i made plans to see a movie

(that one was not really something painful to deflect/but i am really unsocial)

the boys in gym tried to make me sit out- i wiped the floor with them/totally beat them to the ball for soccer/ apparently i'm a fast runner :P

in socials got a crappy seating plan i'm in thr FRONT!- i'll have to pay attention now/grades may improve?

and i fixed my lovely computer

see the power of positive thinking really works! unless your life is crap all the time then i suggest a recreational activity to pass away the day OH and don't be so dramatic when i say your life is crap i mean in the category

you live in a shoebox and you eat old moldy shoes infested with maggots and the last owner of the shoe had athletes foot and didn't wear socks! (i know a truly appauling idea)

oh and all of this is true for you why don't you sell the computer you are reading this off of andbuy a marginally bigger box and a used guitar that you can strum it for money.

completely off topic don't you hate when girls scream when they see someone famouse think about it , if one day you walked out side and people started screaming at you would you reallly want to stick around and chat. not likely.

I did the eye in pen

Lunch program

oh bye the bye i forgott to mention my school is so welfair that we are on the school lunch program

omn monday we got APPLES!( i'll try to contain my excitement)

RAGE towards the computer

my stupid computer doesn't work at home a curse from the karma gods for going on the computer during learning time, plus the teacher caught me and made me unload desks onto a loading truck, i would saythis is unfair but who am i to judge. and because the rest of the class had to do it to so technically not my fault :P

Deviouse

teehee supposed to be in class, am at school but the whole learning process isn't really happening besides it's planning no one does anything in planning so i justified my lack of attention in a teadiouse monday learning process/ met new english teach he's crazy! it's great!!!