Monday, March 23, 2009

officially signed up for art academy of sanfransisco!
california was kinda fun i read six books and one midnight me and my cousin and sister-uggh jumped on the tramp -(trampolean) not a prostetute or homeless person-with glow sticks! i know pure wholesome fun for the whole family though the weight limit is 250.
i have never been held back or told i am to young to go off on my own when i lived with my mom in coquitlam gr.6/7 i'd stay out all night if i wanted going to hang at the skate parks and various hangouts on school nights and when ever-i use to be very social my mom didn't care and i was always free to do whatever-home wasn't a happy place.
now i live with my dad and i have more boundries/i was a little out of controll.
but at my aunts i couldn't walk to the mall without my older cousin or do things i wanted to do without supervision!!! i. am. fricken. 16!!!/ i kno i am not that old but seriousely my parents well my dad knows i don't do drugs and i am more responsible. where is my freedom i felt like i was in a cage. but i do love my aunt and uncle they are very nice ppl.
i bought this book called final exits and it is all aBOUT DEATH it's alphabatized and has many stories about different ways ppl can die-it's good and i am not morbid for liking it.
today we had to practice CPR and i was partnered with this girl and when she had her arms around me-for proceadure purposes only-she leaned her head against my shoulder because she is behind me and then tells me i always smell really good WTF??!!! i said "yea and that doesn't make this any more awkward than it already is" it wasn't so bad but really.
arggg!!!! i really want a tattoo but iam so short i am afraid all of a sudden i'll have a growth spurt and it'lll stretch-hahahaha that would really suck
with my last words,so hear me,i bid you goodbye-wow i sound stupid

Thursday, March 12, 2009

no worries

hHAhahaa i just notice a reallt wiered ting ithe begining of the bog i am not going to chnge it because when you look at it you'll be all like WTF!?? and that is always good. :P

this isn't the exorcist

i don't know how to make a smooth entrance into a conversation but well
i dyed my hair(again) it's black (again)instead of red or purple or brown or Burgundy << class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">I've dyed my hair
in gym we've been doing dance and i now know how to waltz and jive there were other dances but non of those i had any success. we had to dance at least ounce with each member of the opposite gender, i danced with this one guy who was wearing a CAPE!! -that is sooo cool though with all the spinning i fell, allot. i am not very graceful and warned each guy of the train wreck zone they were entering if they danced with me but luckily no one really cared.
we got this stupid new art teacher and as a sign of protest i would not do my assignment i didn't make a fuss or tell the new impostor art teacher person-nice.. but simply studied socials which i hate by the way I've been studying for that so much i haven't had any time to study for drivers test- i procrastinate so much i should have done it Weeks ago.
tomorrow i am going to California-yay(I'll try to contain all of my excitement(heavy sarcasm)) my sister bought this stuff that helps you tan ,i bought an umbrella so i can study outside without burning.
tonight i am going to see Hamlet the play !!! William Shakespeare is my hero! the only theater i have ever been to was the queen Elizabeth theater, and i was eight, and it was beauty and the beast.
i bought normal clothes so i stop scaring my friends parents they think i am a delinquent! i should get friends who dress like me so i don't have this problem. it's sad that ppl discriminate ppl on how they dress, when i went to dye my hair at this place that is also a piercing and tattoo shop i wanted to dye it red red like a fire truck! (but not the shape of one)but my dad said "how will you get a job if you look like that" he gave me the same speech when i asked if i could get something pierced (lip)
"golly gee father i am so stupid i will go to my room and do an extra credit assignment for AP physics and think about what i just said" i didn't say that but i really wanted to especially the golly gee part.
i am writting allot because i haven't in a while so i am just spewing information .not literally this isn't the exorcist. but yes and i haven't drawn in a while either-DAMN YOU SOCIALS! :)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

why man he doth bestride the narrow world.....

i recently as in yesterday read a book about a guy who knows he's dying and decides he's going to do what he wants cuz no one will retalate because he is dead. it's called deadline-haha and i love this book it made me cry,i don't cry.

today i decided i am going to react how i would actually do something instead of looking like a normal person and i got a good response i started a paper ball fight in socials and it was awesom it lasted all class and most partisipated but no homework was done-very mature and i wore what i felt like and some said i looked very nice i usually wear beggy shapeless clothing but i wore a long sleeve dark blue way above the knee dress with a belt and boots-not high healed and got alot of compliments and i wore my hair down wich i never do because i don't know it makes me uncomfotable and i think it looks stupid. i also had volleyball and i talked to ppl! i know and i met this guy from checkilslivacia i cannot pronounce his name and he is amazing at volleyball and apparently if i herd corectly he thinks i am good:) don't get me wrong i think he'd be a cool friend but thats it here in asmall town i dunno guys are not easily likeable because they are either complete jerks or your friends and you couldn't think about them as anything else. thank god i am leaving to california!-haha i am KIDDING!
i sound vain and stuoid above .
\i am so cool that i can quote shakespeareat a drop of a hat my english teacher made us go around and quoteshakespeare in the halls as the janitors continued to sweep- because there was no one else there.