St. Valentine

valentines day is very commercial for all those aweful corporate buisness men who don't have a romantic bone in thier bodies to make a lot of cash. i sound bitter but i am just frusterated that people fall for all that "oh i need to buy something for the someone i love on this specific dy cuzz everyone else is doing it" seriousely it's mostly the young adults/teenagers who fall for it and most aren't even in love. but luckily i am soo repulsive i don't have to worry about it because no guy has actually liked me without wanting something actually it was only one guy and i set him straight immediatley what a load of B.S. saying he loved me thinking i'd throw myself at him-jerk-anyways thats a past mistake but i guess i'm a bit bitter not about recieving fake tokens of commercials idea of "love" but probably that no one has ever actually shown intrest in me. i don't know why i am actually saying this probably because it's sort of an online diary but i think valentines day should be like a remembrance of st. valentine and not so commercial and who can get the best material items it's very aggrivated especially when younger people who have never been in love toss around the word without any knoweldge of how powerful that word can be and how great it would be they make the word meaningless and phony like the ppl who use it just to get into someones pants

on a superficial happy note i was watching urban legions on history channel/how far they have fallen. and a true legion is this women needed a heart and lung transplant or else she would die and a couple weeks later she got the call and when she woke she had a strange craving for beer wich before the operation she didn't drink and whenshe got home she also had cravings for chicken nuggets and pepppers two things she hated and one because she was a vegetarian!! i know shameful not a good example for us vegge heads tsk! tsk! ayways her daughter was worried because she was craving these food and acting kinda wiered not like her normal self and ounce when asleep she had a dream where she was talking to this youngman and he kissed her and whispered "together forever" so she was thinking who was my donor she called the hospital but all they could say is that he was a young man who had died in a motorcycle axcident/NOOO!!!! not more stuff againts motorbikes!!/sorry for the rant/and so her daughter looked in the obituaries/my favorite part of the newspaper to read/and they found a young man who had died the previouse week due to a motorcyle axcident anyways loooonnnngggg story short they visited the family the decieast had same food cravings and his picture looked like the boy in her dream and his tomb stone read together forever i thought that was wiered and the forever part had some valentinsie message

valentines song -oh my heart-by mother mother