death by boredom

today i am sorry to say i caved and did a twilight drawing-it's hard not to obsess when they are such good books i am such a suicidal hamster i know that doesn't make sense but at the moment i am not right of mind though i was actually going to call myself a lemming which does look kinda like a lovable furry hamster and apparently each year a giant group of them all run off a cliff and drowned-so the story goes. i ounce had a hamster i named it jaws it lived for 4 yrs i think that is pretty good considering i get distracted very easily and sometimes/most times have a seriously short tension span/that would explain my report card marks :P

today my wonderful little sister who i would if had to describe looks somewhat like a barbie doll but under the mask is kind of pure evil-I'm not joking ppl agree with me they think i am exaggerating but i only am a little she isn't Satan more like the spawn of Satan i am completely convinced that i am adopted though i do believe most teenagers wish the same thing. but i can dream right? rhetorical question don't answer i want to stay ignorant :)
some say ignorance is bliss but it's not because it's less ignorance than terning a blind eye but you still know whats going on. my dad bugged me today saying something along the lines of " your not one of those kids who has philosophical discussions about the world and what wrong with it are you?" i was very insulted then how can i a kid who grew up in BC and has not seen much of the world talk about such things because i know nothing about them and plus no offence those kids are annoying thinking they know everything-how can they?
on a positive note i am done writing i am sorry ppl actually read this it's more like a way to vent not for ppl to actually read honestly i don't want to bring up the death toll because if you can die from boredom you should be dead soon-sorry