out of controll

there is this boy, he was my friend throughout elementary and midddle school, in high school he left to be home schooled (couldn't handle regular school i guess) i wasn't bent out of shape about him leaving, i didn't even really care.

this year i went to a new high school and once i told my friend he found out somhow and came to the school where i was at, no problem, accept now he is always hanging out with me, getting angry if i don't hang out with him or hang out with my friends, and he constantly messages me or comments on my facebook, i have told him several times that i don't want to hang with him, not in a mean way we were friends and all and we still could be if he wasn't always so desperate to cling to me, and when i do hang out with him all he does is not talk and stare at me, he follows me everywhere and i missed last week becuase i was ill and he sent me 10 messages, plus a message saying 'where are you?! did u die, i am lonley at school without u' no joke.

My life feels out of control, like everything is coming at me from all sides, it's really getting hard to handle, i feel as if i may break.